Each day is getting harder. No one knows thats why i turn to my blog its a easier realease for me.
I ate a whole meal tonight and on the last forkfull i felt the guilt overtake my brain.

Incase you hadnt yet realised im balimic.
I have been for about a few years now.

I eat 3 set meals and throw 85% of them back up and i excersise for an hour every single day.

When i am sick it feels as though the guilt is lifted from my body that is until the next time i eat.

I guess it started when i started high school in year 7.
I got bullied badlly by a certain group of girls in year 7 and it made me loose all my self-asteem.

I feel guilty right now and will probably throw up in a min.
So im going to draw this blog to a close i will write some more tommorow.

I just want evryone to know im not doing it for sympathy life people think bulimia suffers do it for im doing it because im fat.

Bye xx